yaaay!

 I'm craving for pancakes and it's almost 12 midnight where I am. What the heck is wrong with me?!

:P

Incubus in Manila

Yaaaaay its confirmed!!!! Incubus will have a concert on July 28, 2011 at the Araneta Coliseum presented by Ovation Productions for the Philippine leg of their World Tour – “If Not Now, When?“.

I'll save allowances like hell to make sure I'll be upfront.
Hihi.

of Jon Foreman and BDSM...

While on an elevator ride last night,a friend asked me on what I'll do if I met Jon Foreman right there and then.The answer is plain and simple,I'll seize his crotch and kiss him full on the lips until he pass out. Then I'll take him home and put him in chains forever.Bondage and Submission is the way to go. LOL.

 but seriously, have you ever seen someone this Beautiful? not just by skin but to the core? His music and literature never fail to give me that drive.that push to be someone meaningful and better than what I am today...and though he might now know that someone like me exists, I owe him much and Thank him much more.

Wizard's First Rule

I know its late to the extreme to say this but I was sooooooo disappointed when the Wizard's First Rule was adapted to a T.V series by Disney.(Legend of The Seeker). They butchered the hell out of the book. I don't know ,but man, its a fail. I was expecting more from Terry Goodkind. I never imagine him to be THIS fucking sell out. The book is the best thing that happened to fiction since Tolkien's masterpiece.They deleted the very essence of the book just to be "child-friendly"  or wholesome when its an R-rated (imho as a reader) in the first place. Now don't get me wrong and think I'm just a stupid fan making a scene. I watched the first 2 episodes of the first season and I've done this with bright eyes full of anticipation,broad smile and tons of popcorn at hand.You get the picture? I was EXCITED! I even shout it all out for my friends to watch the damn thing days before the pilot airing in Manila. I don't wanna drill down the details of the butchering since just recalling them brings a lump in my throat.So let me just rant the freaking obvious....Richard Cypher, the main protagonist in the book was always describe as a big, beefy, sinewy, XL oaf and it makes sense cause he's supposed to look deadly as a skilled sword fighter and a woods guide. The celebrity they chose to play his part is Craig Horner, and he's extremely baby-looking as oppose to the Richard in the book and the book's coverart.Bridget Reagan, the pretty who played Kahlan Amnell (main female protagonist and love interest) is even taller than him.

LOL right? I know some non-readers would think me immature and shallow and all that jazz but, man, Richard's big size holds a big sway to the story.A tiny factor like that deleted, you can just imagine the gory editing that followed.True enough, they didn't disappoint.Kahlan Amnell ventured into Westland (Richard's hometown) to find the Seeker who was prophesied to defeat Darken Rahl (main antagonist). On the TV series, Kahlan brought with her The Book of Counted Shadows and by context, the only person who can read and understand it is the rightful Seeker. (IKR, like Cinderella's shoe tested by lots of girls to see if it fits.It was so unique I can cry.haha!).Richard was able to read it and so he got named Seeker.
Wizard's First Rule is not like that at all. On the book, Richard was named Seeker by a wizard (Zedd) who raised him, taught him and witnessed how smart, intelligent and gifted Richard was. A Seeker always hungers for Truth and Wisdom,always Seeking knowledge and justice. Richard exceptionally met all those qualities that's why he got named. Not because he can read.See the difference? I'm barfing of depression here.

Anyways, I'm gonna stop before I pass out of stress. The point is, money should not always be the basis of everything. Wizard's First Rule is a gem and will always be.I highly suggest for you to read it, you'll realize how sick some of your views in life are.Trust me.

I kinda don't like you, Mr. Terry Goodkind in a way for giving permission to change your novel just like that. I believed in every philosophy you shared on your books and you let it all go downhill with this blunt mistake.You're indie then you let mainstream Disney smother your ideas like that for profit. Nothing can be more disconsolating than that....:(

RIP Poly Styrene

I woke up today with a tweet of Ms. Mich Dulce (vox of Death by Tampon awesomeness!) saying Poly Styrene has bowed down of her long time fight of breast and spinal cancer. I know she lived a long,full life doing what she loved best but I cant help myself to be extremely sad. She was great, innovative,a genius. I don't know if there's a female punk artist in Brit who can ever deserve to lick her musical prowess boots. (for me anyway).
I thank you,Poly Styrene, for giving the wonderful music that was punk a greater kick, a swagger-ful of elevation. Your songs will live on long after you're gone.X ray Spex's Identity

 

 

 

 

 

 

Poly Styrene/ Marianne Joan Elliott-Said (3 July 1957 – 25 April 2011)

the sequel

It all started with something that's made out of cold.
I hate it how orphaned I feel whenever he let go of my hand.
How I spend the days dreaming of his length
and the way it fills me.
Sometimes it fills me in completely like I'm gonna burst.
I hate it when cock didn't add up to words
of my wetness and everything in between.
I hate it when he turns on the knob and poke it with keys
like chimes designed to drive force and he instead
force his drives into me.
I hate it when I'm falling into me.
I hate it when it takes hours before he let me sit on his lap
and treat my legs like boulders
as they split in two.
My legs will then pull reflexively shut as he towers over me
and I hate it when I melt with his voice and give in.
I hate it when I give in to the trampling and the swelling.
I hate it when he strip me as if my clothes are paper
and he's undoing a letter.
I hate it when in seconds he could turn my throat

360 degrees like a swivel.

 This is no more a game of hands.
This is the pink of my cunt unfolding.
This is the girl becoming a bitch.